Just a typical night in my room when suddenly i felt something..SOMETHING that made me write this..


Every once in a while everything changes from happiness to sadness,from being strong to weakness,from being in the the state of authority to state of longingness.

Then i realize that permanent things in the world can be change by just one snap of anyone`s finger,that all things that are planned and supposed to happened will change directions,and little things done by others can make you happy and really piss you off!

Sitting in this empty room feeling the warmth of the evening,Sadness lingering the body that i used to know seems like being in the state of hesitation,rejection,and well yes! DISAPPOINTMENT.

Just can`t explain why this is happening,Can`t explain why i am feeling this right now but the coldness of the body i used to know makes me sick and makes me tired of finding the real essence of the directions and path i need to follow. And I'm tired of finding me.